Thursday, April 28, 2011

Dirty Diaper NoNo

I despise when people park to close to my car. Its just inconsiderate. They have no idea who is getting in or out of the other vehicles in that parkinglot. I am always making sure people have room to get in and out it is one of the things that bug me more than anything. I went to Kohl's to  buy Grace a pair of socks because it was cold and rainy outside and she got food all over her's. When I came outside some lady had parked so close to my car that I couldn't put Grace through the door and into her car seat. What are you suppose to do in that situation? She won't just sit in the seat she's 11months old she will fall into the floor board and I am not a little person she doesn't exactly fit between the steering wheel and myself, so after changing her diaper and putting her practically on the steering wheel and moving the car I buckle her in her seat and "I left the dirty diaper on said windshield". I was so pissed at that person, I know it was wrong but I don't regret it. I have had a hard week and as a mom sometimes you just have to leave the dirty behind!

Friday, April 15, 2011

Mother Warrior

My Daughter now has learned how to climb the stairs on her own, SO I ordered a baby gate and went to pick it up from Walmart and while in the store a tornado hits and we are all pushed to the back of the store and told to stay. I am alone with my daughter, I know no one and I am not near my home and my husband won't answer his phone. I pick her up out of the shopping cart, because if the roof gets taken by the wind; that storm was not about to take my baby. It took everything in me not to cry. Now not only am I scared for my life but I am scared for my daughter's. Am I going to be able to protect her, save her, keep her from being scared? It was a whole new level of responsibility that came at once that I was not prepaired for, but let me tell you I felt so proud and honored and brave knowing that I was the one who got to go to battle for her. I am her warrior and I will fight to the death!!! She is my princess and I am her army!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Grace

Who knew that I would have a little girl. I sure didn"t think that I would have kids. I am so not a kid person, well I wasn't until my niece came along then I knew I wanted that joy of my own. Grace was born and my life began. It amazes me how much happiness comes from having your own child. She is my everything and now that she's getting a little bigger I feel like I found my best friend. She makes me so happy and I have so much fun playing with her and making her smile. I feel like I am accomplishing something when I make her giggle. Life is so good now that I have her. It was already great but now its "GOOD"!!! I'm so thankful God gave me Grace in my life.